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examz had ended weekz ago.. bt how come derz still creepz around ma chin?? im not strezz animor per… hhmm n derz 1 enormouz one on ma cheek… geramnyer mcm nk picit je!!!

mayb ive been thru alot of thinkin… thinkin of ma future… wat im gonna be in nxt yrz to come… bt only thinkin w/o doin anythin… well ive nt seen ma final resultz yet… bt wif ma qualificationz yg tk sebrape… u tink companyz will hire me??

frenz have been persuadin me n givin quite a no of websitez fer e job search… n ma auntz n unclez lak persuade me to continue ma studiez further… hw eh??

i now feel dat i dun hve tyme fer family… m now bz helpin out ma parttyme job n took offz only wen frenz plan sumtin fer uz… fer stayin home e whole dae?? none… fer browsin thru e job search website n send resume?? none…

one week iz simply too short… i just dunoe how to plan thingz fer maself.. mind helpin me??

it waz a long wait at e arrival hall… or mayb we’re e onez earlie haha… SQ455 had landed at ard 1208pm n finally aftr mor den a mnth got to c their lurvely facez once more woohoo!!

i’ll post e rest in multiply soon ya… so check it out… toodlez!!

went to ma x-clazzmate weddin on e 7th… a great start of e year ey… well it turned out much much mor loike ITE Tampinez grand gatherin… met those familiar facez… all so grown up so matured unlike me wahaha!! Congratz to Dewi Yusmawati n hubby.. may u both lead a beautific life ahead insyaALLAH…

life has been good fer me so far… diz xclude ma fringe k.. freakin short n uneven siak!! heart pain.. *sob sob* did ma retest on Wastewater Technology last wed… yup thank god i hve to retake only one paper… n aftr mor den 2yrz of slackin we finally had our NAFA test which iz only meant fer 3rd year studentz… well of course i waz not prepared lah.. all of uz didnt go fer e 2.4km run coz of e heavy rain… itz postponed to next wed sooo im still tinkin whether i shud re-do e whole NAFA thingy… hhmmm :p

az fer ma mum yez we do keep in contact… both ma parentz n uncle iz ok over der… juz dat e weather iz not dat good coz mama had been coughin whenever she gave short callz… *sigh* mish her ah… 2 mor week to go man hhmmm…

im currently doin few projectz which iz due next week… so last min werk… n e best part iz im still strugglin wif diz particular project which waz dued last week… *slaphead* bt i seriouzly dun feel bad coz diz semester ma whole coursemate slack to e max!! not even a group have even submitted their SDD report… i volunteered to do e interior tingy since im lurvin it too much… itz much mor simpler if ma leader allow me to use ‘e simz’ to do e layout n design… bt dat guy lah insisted me on usin diz Archicad software till i ended up downloadin e guide fer ma own reference coz e software iz so ive-never-use-before kind… e outcome?? simple habez punya!!

ohh btw i didnt noe e exact reason y they band NSmen frm bringin handphonez wif cam til now… juz gt to noe frm dear fren haha… me so e outdated siak!! well check diz out!!http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2a9dWZg06JA

klah ive to continue wif ma design tingy… catch up wif ya sum other tyme ya… toodleloo!!

mayb itz juz one mor of ma unlucky dae… doin ma ferst mrnin shift since last 2mnth i tink… alot of stuffz needed to b done.. meanz i hve to buck up lah… waz ok in e mornin till auntie alice came n said "u noe dat dae u shortage $2.90?? jezz counted e nxt dae n u short another $1.90 how to werk loike dat?" hhmmm den i went blank muahahaah… i mean watz wif e 90centz seh.. *sigh* hello itz not dat i put those notez or shillinz in ma pocket eh… duncha even dare to tink negative of me huh!! im one "A-M-A-N-A-H" kinda gerl TRUST ME ok wwoo!!

datz wen ma super duper slenger startz… ma inventory all messed up… e drinkz all overflow… n worse still auntie realised i keyed in e wrong counter no. hhmm not to ferget got 1 big stoopid scratch on ma hp screen!! rabak siak yaya!!! n did u notice itz been rainin loike ferever?? ma hp kena rain dat dae n since den it keepz on switchin off by itself… GGRrrr~

after all e nonsense i got noe wat happened juz now?? az usual doin stuffz n chat wif ma ITE buddy skali lappy jammed… ermm.. cherry?? cant even move ma damn cursor so i ended up pressin e on/off button aje… a stoopid pop out box appeared on e screen stated derz error wen i on back ma lappy… at ferst i tot i lost evrythin… ma whole chunk of photoz n all… it almost freakz me out.. skali dig dig dig i finally found it… pphheeww!! abg asked me to transfer those i wanted in D drive bfor he format back ma lil ‘kompek’ ooohh i sooo gona mizz ma photoshop!! wer can i get e software ey… hhmmm www.download.com mayb?? sshheesshh!!

in e meantyme noe wat im doin now?? readin ma peepz blogz hahaha… hey itz e oni wae i can busybody noe watz happenin to their daily lifez ryte… atleast i noe dey still doin well still breathin n still bloggin wwooOO!!! n i cant resist those interestin blogz which iz a fren of a fren of a fren till i dunoe how many frenz of mine… der such beautiful blogz.. i wish i had one.. well i did actualli.. but i juz dunoe how to use it wahah belo!!

cant wait fer tuesdae!! ma group doin diz mini project on watz happenin now in Southern Thai.. n we’re usin one of e mosque to make one of e gorgeouz background scenery… wif e help of outside frenz… cnfrm kekeknye wooOOO!!

timecheck : 255hr

im still wide awake… but i cant b typin non stop ryte… so i c u wen u c me sum other tyme k peepz… merry had a lil… eh salah merry christmaz!!!!!! ;p

sent ma parentz n uncle to e airport diz mornin… got to noe e flight SQ456 waz delayed fer 45minz coz of e drizzlin tingy… but evrythin went well.. n ma aunt frm KL shud have reached Mekkah oreadi since she n hubby left airport yest…

hhhmm siblingz goin together… mcm happi g2 kan??!! *smile*

im juz not use to be left alone… i mean w/o mama… *sigh* evry vacation includez mama babe dadi n me… havin ma holidaez now… bt diz tyme round had to stay wif dadi… parentz performin haj… i hope dey’ll b safe over der… insyaALLAH…

n ma frenz.. i noe dey gonna mish mama too… some wana send bt cant wake up coz we left homey early in e mornin… hehhe itz e totz n prayerz dat countz kan kan kan… thank u darlz

shez sumone whum i koled ma dear fren…ma sis… ma evrytin… im gona mish evry single lil preciouz tyme mittin up wit u lindy…

wif our student leader

our ferst gatherin in yr 1

ITE jln raya 2005

= her engagement dae =

…best buddiez…

– azim linda yaya –

–di hari pernikahan–

~ 26november2006 ~

slamat pengantin baru awak… semoga hubungan awak n shahrul berkekalan hingga akhir hayat.. insyaALLAH… kite shayang awak… mmmuuaahh!!

assalamualaikum to ma fello muslimz n hello to e other lil cute onez… im still here… still alive… still breathin… juz dat im nt realli into bloggin animore so u’ll c lezz of ma long-bfor-u-were-born storiez…woOO!! or mayb i’ll do a lil bit here n der… so u wun mish me dat much.. muahaha!! ok cut e crap.. been bz searchin fer past yrz baju fer raya outinz… outz alot to relativez n frenz homiez… enjoyin e once a yr delicaciez… n hhmmm ive put on wgt…. … … *SIGH* ok nvm… alot of bitter sweet memoz of ma life lah… well itz nt worth thinkin abt it… pkpk buat aku menyumpah je… nanti kene mntk maaf lagi lak heheh.. mayb datz y i eat alot… to some ppl dey gt so thin coz of strezz… bt mine e other way round tau.. i tink… sumor skul werk skul werk… so not much happeninz lah… BORING!! i noe.. so wat.. itz ma life nt urz… e mnth of syawal iz endin soon… kuih2 raya pon dabez… so i declare ma crib… "tutOP kedAI" ;p

btw hope im nt too late to say diz out… especialli fer those whu sent testiz regardin raya thingy… im so sori i didnt reply ur testi… so herez one to all of u…

yaya disini ingin memohon maaf ataz segale kesilapan yg penah yaya lakukan… hmmm terkasar bahase ke terngumpat ke tertengking ker dan ter ter yg sewaktu dgnnye… n sape2 yg dah blanje yaya tu.. halalkan lah mamam minom yaya ek.. woOO!! lastly yaya nk ucapkan selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin… muackz!!

some picz i took fer rememberence…

             …raya wif papaz side…more nt in pic…

                               …e open house…

  …our 4th November outin…wen ITE n sec peepz unite…

       …our 12th November outinz…e yuhuan colony…

sent her familie to e airport…e oni pic i got…e rest deleted

bored at tunang abg home..ma ferst baju kurong fer diz yr..

                              …to hiz n sis home…

                            …at suntec showroom…

datz abt it… wweee!!! n fer now im countin daez to kenduri… ma parentz goin haji remember?? ya soon… e kenduriz on e 2nd dec… n der goin off on e 21st dec… *sigh* i mish mecca… i mish kaabah… hw i wish i can go der again… doakan me k… maceh… okie take care cupcakez.. cya in ma upcomin blog… nitey nytez wooOO!!

derz too much stuff i wana share.. but im juz hell lazy to tink n type it all out ah.. certain tyme i waz happi… certain tyme i waz not… hhmmm juz dun wana tok abt it… *sobsob* been bz lately… wif werk, outinz n all e iftarz wif all ma sweet ppl… regardlezz e old n new larlinz…*smile* skul pon dah reopen… n im back fer mor pressure… itz been a week… n dat particular week u ppl guezz ah wat i did in clazz… I SLEEP SIA!!! almost evry lesson woohoo!!… frenz pon tegor… "ooii ko ni tido je.. mesti tido lmbt ni!! ape ko buat mlm2??" hehehe u noe i noe ek uncletoby *wink*

a dreadful life im in now… im so freakin tired seh… ive to werk n skul at e same tyme… bfor waz ok coz i still can buck up eventhou itz e okok-can-make-it modulez to b studied… bt now itz e last semester of ma skulin season… n e modulez… goodnezz chapter one je dah super susah man!! juz have diz inferior tinkin dat i cant join ma matez on graduation dae… CHOI!! *slap forehead* wat m i thinkin eh… b positive lah dengz!!

a special celebration fer e muslimz e dae aftr tomolo… n my home iz still in a rummage… dey dun seem to care seh… wat.. u xpect me to do all by maself?? if u dun wana wash e dishes den dun eat!! if u dun wana throw those wrapperz den dun buy!! if u dun wana hang those clothez den dun bathe!! if u dun wana clean up den dun buat serak at e ferst place lah!!simple lil thingz pon tkle buat pe!! hello m i ur chaimbermaid or wat sia!! how to start kemaz rmh if e daily stuff loike nvr endin ah??!! dun juz tink fer urself can? im tired too ok!!

at a tyme loike diz i juz wish i have a sis.. n i mean an older one please.. thank u…*sarcastic look* atleast i have sumone to accompany me clean e homey… ramai2 bru happenin per.. u’ll feel satisfied rather den droopy seh… *sigh* abg pon not here to help out… waz hospitalized few daez back… fightin wif e viruz in hiz body… hhmm n he kept askin mama "daya mane? tk dtg??" shian kan.. sedih lak aku dgr… feel so bad seh… shudnt hve put ma schedule to werk fer diz week.. didnt xpect i cant finish up ma housewerk alone… n didnt xpect such stuff to happen to abg.. worse still abg may not b joinin uz go visitin on ferst dae raya…nasib nasib *sigh*

k lah tink ive been complainin too much here hehehe… sori… btw shud i visit abg ltr??? hhhmm nvm we’ll c lah… eeehh look at e tyme!! almost 5am ah!! slamat bersahor n jemz mamz ppl!!!

itz been a hell lot of fatiguin week fer me… heheeh ape aku mepek ni?? hhmm im so freakin tired… ma new job… not az EZEE az i tot… ure responsible fer any lozz under ur care… i mean e stock check n stuffz loike dat… laz tyme ma manager did fer me so dah use to it kan naik lemak ah… pampered too much hahahha…

waz beginnin to lurve ma new job… lurve ma new colleaguez… ma ferst 3 daez waz way too cool… warm welcome frm evryone n msgez frm deariez to check how im doin at werk realli made ma dae… *smilez* we did get along well so far… n i got ma ferst poppy attack on e 2nd dae of werk… sakit siak n itz loike bloated seh ish ish not nice lah ma finger now got 2 mole-like balloon heheheh over siak aku… den todae… ma forth dae… i ended up bein transfered to another area… n i mean PERMANENT seh… e management PENIPU ah!! sialz!! dey said oni fer diz week seh attach der… cant believe ma eyez wen i checked e schedule… WTH!!! dunoe whether i shud b ok wif it or not coz wat i hate abt dat place iz e mrnin shift have to b on their own… u hve to b much2 mor independant… n u r ur own bozz… sigh!! *scratch head* aku ni klemer… how eh… den i waz loike kanchiong ah almost evrythin ma in-charge told me i wrote down seh… hehehehe juz imagine e counter suddenly jammed n e customer still waitin fer change or watever shit happen n im all alone strugglin wat to do… die lor loike dat… sigh!!!

apart frm all e werkload i had… i got blister lah leg pain lah body achin lah n most of all im loike havin a bad sleepin disorder seh… since itz holidae n fastin mnth sumor… im loike oni tuckin in kat bed aftr suboh prayerz… hhmm ard 6am lor i sleep… once i slept ard 4+ n woke up kul 630hr fer werk… biolz!! had fun tokin to ma new fren lah… we both layankan karenah each other… heheeh u ppl can c ah im loike penat giler babi seh… i dun usualli sleep in train n buz ride bfor but now owayz lookin ferwerd fer a seat to rest ma eyez n feet n bumper.. whahah!!

went out with bestie deary linda last fridae… realli had fun… beloin n foolin ard… step jadi PL couple <pure lesbo> oso paiseh ah… itz realli a wonder how e same speciez can get together az one… ish ish astaga!! picz of uz below… amacam??!! belo kan??!! waaaha!! azim tkmo jealouz eh sape srh ko tk ikot??!! kalau ko ade kite dah blh name ko sugardaddi… woohoo!!! PEMALAZ!!!

ooohhh ya ma lil bro so sweet seh… didnt xpect he wud put diz pic on hiz hp display screen… heheeh… n he loike sengeh2 mcm kerang wen i n babe terserempak die under our blk… asal ko??!! gaji msk eh?? ke dpt bonuz??! nak ciket!! *winkz*

i waz pleased to break fast wif all ma familie memberz on e ferst dae of fastin month… yesh all seven of uz… itz more loike gatherin seh… been so long since we had diz kind of dinner together…

                                 in e train otw homey…

oohh btw thank euu aish fer accompanyin me… to town we went… took ma uniform n jab… yup2!! ive got a job… n ma ferst dae startz tomolo… i mean ltr at 4pm… n oni those close to me noez wer im werkin at… on e dae aftr i received kol frm sharon, e manager, msged ma three larlinz strait away… two of em were happi… xcept fer dat oni one… n ma excitement turned sour… xpected mor den juz ok-datz-good kinda thingy… he didnt seem to care… itz ok… mayb hez bz at dat point of tyme…

aftr e collection of unifrm thingy… we made our way to far east… itz quite a tirin dae… ape tk… both fastin seh… den we dragged ourselvez n slacked outside TAKA fer an hour i think… n both so happi coz itz near buke tyme… haha!! dragged ourselvez again to TAKA n WISMA bfor we broke fast at kfc cineleisure… n ooohhh we didnt go home empty handed… yup2 shoppin loike hell… aish got her shoez… n i got mine… n i cant resist buyin two topz frm ZARA… cute banget!! n now im seriouzly broke!! DARNNN!!!!

       underneath anaz blk.. it came to uz wen we’re bz sortin out stuffz

ooohhh im juz so happi dey koled n msg to check on me… doakan me do okok at werk ltr ek… MACEH BANYAK2!!! muackz!!